Retarded USC Girl

UGH!!!!!!!!! Sometimes.... Sometimes I fear that we are sponges and we can absorb the energies around us.... and I pray that is not true. Pissy, mean-spirited, just unpleasant vibes are not the ones I want to absorb. But there, in the pit of my stomach, churns a small small flame.... flickering back and forth.... and growing larger with each comment, each argument, each roll of the eyes and gesture. I end up feeling bad.... physically affected, emotionally pierced... because the moods and attitudes of others can influence my own.... and that, my friends, pisses me off.

posted by Ashlyn @ 1:45 PM