Retarded USC Girl

;) I have to just sort of sit back and review things... and in looking, I really like what I see. in some situations... despite all my desire to do the contrary.... I took the high road... and a little effort and a little class go a long way. It is nice to be able to look back and say "I am proud of me".

My friends are absolutely amazing! I love all of yall! Josh -- u r the shiznit... I am gonna rape u as soon as u come n visit. Chris -- u too ;) ;) One thing that I love about my friends... they are mine first, longest, best, and last. Their loyalties reside with me... and mine with them. Its a nice feeling... a comfortable feeling.... and one that you dont just fall into, but work towards. I trust my friends --completely. These are the ties that bind.... and you cannot break them with a million words .... the heart heals all wounds and reinforces all bonds.

...and an important lesson: life goes on.... and we dont write our life story in erasable ink.... but the sidebars we do... we can erase the problems and fix them and go on living.... living better, living longer, and living more.

;) SMILE LIVE HOPE FAITH LOVE WANTS NEEDS DREAMS FRIENDS FAMILY SURPRISES

:( PAIN FEVERS BROKEN PROMISES LIES MEAN HURT DEPRESSION ANGER DESPERATION --- these are :( typically... but not really. pain -- makes u appreciate health.... Fevers do the same. Broken promises amke u appreciate the ones that are kept.... lies --- make u appreicate truth, and sometimes are necessary.. Mean... I dunno why, but it makes me appreicate the nice times... and makes it so much easier not to care for someone when they so blatantly do not care about you. Hurt.... makes you appreciate comfort.... and those who never outwardly strive to twist a thorn in your side. Depression -Depression gave us great poems and great songs. ANger --same as last... and it relieves stress and makes you feel so much better.... Desperation -- some of my best work has come when I was desperate for an idea.... desperation is not the bottom of the barrel -- it is the effort it takes (that overdrive) that keeps you from hitting that bottom.

but the very best --- the absolute very best -- those friends... the few that stand out n shine brighter when you are the darkest ---and they give u pity sex because they think u need it.... those are my faves ;)jk

posted by Ashlyn @ 2:43 PM