Retarded USC Girl

So today ---not a fucking stellar day --and the weekend held such promise. Here is my new reality:
1. my grades this semester suck.... and they suck bad. I am fighting for a C in two classes. Yeah... you read that right. no fuck that -- 3 classes -- well, in logic.. if I do decent on the final.. I have got my c.. cause I have a c plus now. I am gonna be like Miss. C. I am serious. Which is better than where I am sitting right now in Econ as lil miss Dumb ass D. I mean --damn. I am praying MGSC 291 will hook me up with a C,... but for that to happen ... on the next two tests I need at least a 75 and an 80. In econ.. I have to do amazing on the final.... and in Logic.... I just need to stay where I am. god, this really sucks. It is stressful as hell.

in MKTG, I have missed more days than bejeezus --but its a Saturday morning class.... ahh, this shit sucks. I am a slack ass....

On a happier note....
formal is coming up on friday! yay! I am excited... still need to find a strapless bra. Will go tomorrow looking for one. It is GREEK WEEK! Summer is so close I can just feel it..... and this weekend was amazing. Chris and Josh came down.... we all got fairly tipsy.... It was so good to see Josh.. I swear.. it was like time had been turned back and it was last semester and we were all just chillin in a very October-esque way... and I had to catch myself anfd stop myself from believing that he wasnt living on the 6th floor... God, It was a good weekend. And its easy to see who your real friends are... you can spend time apart but when you get back together its like you have turned a page and picked up exactly where u left off. Rebecca and becky came over and they are just too much fun. they really are. we had a great time. They loved chris and he loved them.. so i am extremely happy.

and in other arenas.... i am a confused child... and I realize that.... and my tummy is growling now.. so I am going to go take care of that before the chapter meeting tonight. ;) woo hoo ! Oh.. and Rush Workshops were this weekend. I have to say ... that even though it is fairly taxing... and you are tired when you leave... it's fun... and you know and you truly feel and believe that you belong to a part of something wonderful.... and you take that home with you and you cherish it... and you cant wait for August. Well --- that is, of course, dismisisng the fact that August means summer is over and more classes are ahead of you... but the fall is just my semester... i mean i relaly do great in the fall n shitty in the spring... its like a rule

And this day Light Savings time thing.... Yeah umm I am not feeling it so much.... When I roll out of bed and it is looking liek its 8am... I dont want to get up.... I have to get used to this shit. ;)

posted by Ashlyn @ 3:49 PM