Retarded USC Girl

working on a paper now.... should be done in a few minutes. Some times there are moments when you sit back in the middle of a storm and notice how calm a storm can be.... enter the final week of exams and the approaching finals. :) I am in a good mood though. Thank you for that!

Saw Buddha on Saturday... fabulous. Saw Buster... I miss him so much. The times when I know there is a god in this world are when I look at Buster and I see such perfection and such love. I smile when I see him. He is my baby afterall. :) He pretended to be asleep because he was scared I was gonna kick him out of my bed and make him sleep in his.... acting just like a boy :) hee hee hee

I miss the BUddha. She is fab-o.

People are funny funny creatures. I have been thinking a lot about someone fabulous. I knew he was fab-o and then I made myself forget it.... and now it is a recurrent thought. I like those things that i cannot have. Maybe this is why I like courage and small asses too... ;) On a bulletin board... one of Cody's... he asks what you want for Christmas. Someone wrote "big titties and a matching ass". That tickled me.

Back to people... the heart is an odd thing.... not nearly as complacent as the mind. I dunno.... odd sort of thing really.... but I see perfection in people and dismiss it because I am that girl that is not into commitment.... not that I am some fly by night whore or anything.... I just dont think you should be committed to just one person while in your early twenties.... unless of course ya know.. he is in his 30s ;) All the good men are in their 30s now. Its pissin off.... mainly because I am never aorund nearly enough 30 yr olds.

So the night after Jack n I broke up, I hooked up with this guy, Brooks. I am not saying "the big hook up" but a hook up none the less. Anyway... Eric knows him... kid came up in conversation and then damn if Crystal and Buddha didnt play cards with the fucker over the weekend... I was like wtf. Funny shit.

I was in Rincon on Saturday. I thought of Melissa instinctively.

Sorry the post is so long.... but I figured it would give Seth something to read when he got bored....

OH and this guy in my class is from Africa... he said in my IBUS class tonight "I am from Africa, you can feed one of us for 10 cents a day". I loved that.

:) Sweet dreams world.

posted by Ashlyn @ 8:48 PM