so you wake up one morning and you finally say outloud what your soul has been screaming. You have lived out each day with a twinge of regret in your stomach... wondering why, thinking about it.... and then you finally acknowledge it. So the good news is this.... I fully admit that the love of my life got away..... and I have regretted it always.... and I know I will live with that twinge of regret for a long long time....
The head says things: Learn from this and move on....
The heart says things: you idiot... turn back the hands of time.... speak your mind.... do not hold back.... if there is such a thing as "THE ONE"... he is it.
Reality says things: just let it go... move on.... there are more fish in the sea... if it was meant to be, it would have been.... get over it.
The 2/3 majority rules and you agree to let it go..... but some things are so much easier said than done.
You look at past behavior and realize something.... new standards.... that if you were to write out ten different personal ads... you woudl describe that one person 10 different ways...
Live Boldy.... the world of what ifs and regrets just sucks.
Tuesday, February 17, 2004
The Days in the Life of a USC Undergrad.
About Me
- Name: Ashlyn
- Location: Varnville, South Carolina, United States
I am your average 26 year old retard who desperately believes that deep down, there is good in all people. I am trying to find my place in this world... and I have no idea if I am even close. My goal is to be happy - and I am getting there - slowly, but surely.... I think.
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