Retarded USC Girl

Wow. I had made the decision to become a better blogger... and here I am a month between updates.... and not for lack of drama.

I cried like a baby watching P.S.ILove You.... possibly the saddest movie ever. I was telling my Dad "It's wonderful, but dont watch it. It's so fuckign sad" This isn't the time of year to be watching all this depressing shit. I can't take it... at least not without a few bars of Xanax.

Sad fact: a columbine memorial of 15 crosses (for the 13 murdered and 2 suicides) was erected. Some parents of one of the victims took down the crosses for Eric Harris and Dylan Kelbold. It struck me as being monumentally sad. I don't think they were monsters. I just think they were two boys so full of hate they didn't know what to do. I dont think that they realized that we are all broken, defeated, abandoned, neglected, and a little crazy. I think that part of them gnawed away at everything good that was left in them.

Sad fact: I have yet to win the lottery.

Happy Fact: My nephew is the most adorable little thing. He makes me smile just thinking about him.

posted by Ashlyn @ 4:16 PM