Retarded USC Girl

The Great Job Hunt continues. I am looking at jobs all over... the UK the US... it doesnt matter. I am ruthless now.... prostitution... perhaps I will give it a second thought if all doesnt go to plan. Seriously, I have been looking at jobs in Ga, SC, NC, Tenn, Kentucky, and Missouri. I am gonna add in Louisiana and Alabama.... just because I want to stay southern... for now anyway. I want to work in Radio promotion or as a drug rep... in advertising or PR.... anyone that will hire me. This is a confusing process... but I have faith that in the end, it will work out well.

Tonight: I have to study and hopefully work on my case study for IBUS. One exam tomorrow, two Thursday.... rough week. I think the odds are good I wont be sleeping Wednesday night.... I have a plan to.. a sure fire plan of action to get all studying and projects done in time.... but I wont stick to it. I am such a douchebag.

Over the years, I have managed to convince myself that I work better under pressure. I do well in those last few minutes before something is due. I dunno. I need to be pacing myself instead of being lazy for a week and then in two days learning a weeks worth of material. There are times when i think that is the genuine point of college.... to teach you how to function under pressure.... and perhaps on many levels, it is. iF so, it is a lesson I am learning.

So much stuff to do this week.... on top of so many things that I want to do this week. I am ready for Halloween.... but I cant stop adn enjoy "halloween things" because I am too concerned with school things. blah blah blah and bitch bitch bitch. There, I feel better :)

Tim told me last night what a posing pouch is ;) that made my day.... or night as the case may be.

posted by Ashlyn @ 1:29 PM