Retarded USC Girl

I hate that feeling - the knot in your stomach... twisting and tightening, suffocating you. Feeling strangled by everything around you - everyone around you... wanting to just sit back and relax and breathe and not have so many worries heaped on you all at once.

That would be nice - to sit back and breathe and relax and just enjoy the moments of life that I can savor..... and I will.... all in due time..... I thought that was what I was doing... preparing myself to do -

SO I have agreed to give my job another whirl..... a seocnd chance - and see how it goes from here... see where it goes from here.

Ah, what the fuck am I doing to myself?

posted by Ashlyn @ 10:36 AM