Retarded USC Girl

Maybe the details are more important than I thought.... Maybe it takes more than love to hold two people together.. like sometimes it takes more than glue to hold wood to steel. This is the pissed off me talking.... the one who is probably going to exaggerate a scenario, be too hostile, and say exactly the wrong thing... so keep that in mind. I was glad to see Larry and James. Those boys together tickle the shit out of me. they sang "SLow Hand".... it was great. I ahd a marvelous time last night, I really did. I met Jack's sister Sherre.... and she was just hella cool.

So why am I the pissed off version? It is hard to explain in so many words. But the after effects are this: I am not going to apologize for any of my actions last night... I can apologize for how others felt about them.. but not my own actions... I dont have regrets of them. I am glad you got to meet larry... for better or for worse.... and I am sorry for what he said and such. My actions, I stand behind them. It was fine for me to sit at a table of my friends that you gladly could have come over to at any point in time. It was perfectly acceptable for me to sit there and shoot the shit with Buddha and seth while yall were at the bar and your sister was getting to know james.. I didnt want to interrupt that. Perhaps if all of us had been at one big table rather than divided in two, things would have been fine... but that wasnt the case -- that is a completely different scenario. I honestly dont believe that I did anything wrong... so I am sorry you feel that way, but in one's lifetime, you cna only apologize so many times... and I am not sorry for the way I acted last night.. I really dont see where I did anything wrong... I am sorry you were hurt, and i just hope u can see my point of view here.

posted by Ashlyn @ 10:00 AM