Wednesday, June 04, 2003

They say that you will just know.... like bells n whistles sparks and chimes and angels overhead and all that shit.... that when it is just true love, you will know. They were right. :) I love Philip John Clapp! (and please note that I am not afraid to say it). He broke the mold.... he is one in a million... the absolute perfect man for me.... ;) ahhhh glad I finally said something. It was killin me having it all bottled up inside. Let love loose :)

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Monday, June 02, 2003

I have been having an amazing time lately.... God Bless Hampton. We went to a party in Nixville Friday night, and i saw KIMMIE!!!!!!!! YAY! Chekc out his website at http://www.geocities.com/k2bpartyd . Saturday night, we went to Cummings -- imagine drunk people jumping in a huge inflatable purple dinosaur. It was hillarious. we really did have a great time. Crystal and i got some answers to a poll regarding a rumor from the 1950s... a vicious rumor. lmfao. Sunday --- saw The Matrix reloaded. i am a huge fan of the Matrix.... the sequel was good... and there were some really interesting ideas brought up... but overall,... it was designed more for men with overindulgent fight scenes with one hundred too many Smiths. I dunno... it lacked the character n intrigue of the original matrix, but that is kind of expected... we already know what the matrix is... but this went pretty deep into it.I am a computer dork, as crystal sayss, and that is probably why overall, I liekd it... but I think it could have been better.... so i HAVE to see the final Matrix.

Now, an issue at hand. Some things are my business, and some things just aren't. I want to be happy as much as I want others to be.... I want happiness for all of my friends... regardless of what our past status was... I just think that now it is odd. there are areas of our lives that may seem best not to broach. i mean, i make a concerted effort to keep my details private.... rarely even in this journal do I expose the vast multitude of whats going on... i may mention it briefly.... but I go on to other more important issues. I understand my business and want to hear it.... but there are some things that you just dont tell people... mainly because they dont need ot hear it... i mean think about it.... anyway....

Life is still a little btter than just plain ole good. I talked to Eric today. I am ready for us to be neighbors again. he is too funny. An update for all interested parties on the following subjects:
D.J. -- I have given up on djs in my life. Seriously... no more DJs for me. :)
being lured into the dark.... Not so much -- ok, maybe a little
i have known a person for years n found out yesterday he actually had a tatoo... wtf? yeah i am lil miss observant.

I am burning up right now.... i was cold so i dressd warm now i am hot.... go figure. And off to bed i go... need to lay out tomorrow ... but i am suppoed to go to aiken i think... i would rather lay out. Good noght, Moon ;)

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