Friday, June 25, 2004

apparently, i have ran over something in my car.... something dead... the smell is making me gag. SOOO nasty. I went to the car wash. Cleaned out my car... got the undercarriage washed even,..... and it is still there. DAMMIT. I cant live like this!


.... so i found the culprit. I apparently smashed a HUGE ass frog in my sunroof. Note to self: frogs smell really really bad when they are decomposing.

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Thursday, June 24, 2004

I put in my letter of resignation today. mixed emotions.

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The power went out last night. Felt like I was in "The Shining". The Roost can be a bit scary when you are the only one there and the halls are dark except for the faint glow of the emergency lights. The pigeons were still sporadically flapping in the window sills.... which is really magnified at night... in the damn dark... all alone. A really hot USC-PD officer came and checked on me. I was fixing my lunch for today and wrapping it up and there is a knock.... oh hello he was a hottie... and sweet! I think today has the promise of being a good day. :)

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Wednesday, June 23, 2004

So I have a ton of things to do when i get home. I need to clean for like 2 hours or more. It WILL take that long... I will make it. I need to stay busy. Work isn't keeping me busy... it is keeping me bored. So I sit here and my mind wanders... and as of late, my mind needs to be more focused than not. Right now, I am on the verge of lapsing back inot bad habits. Really bad habits.... and the more the mind wanders.... the more viable those options appear. Boredom is the devil.

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I think that we confess things in an effort to ease our own burdens... not to be honest to the other person. So, I have decided to quit fessing up.

Think about it this way: If you cheat on someone, you dont tell them because they deserve to know, you tell them because it will make you feel better to shake free from the guilt. AND you know it! I dont see the point in telling them... to make yourself feel better, you are hurting them. If you loved them... you wouldn't have cheated. So telling them now... really pointless.

There is no water at work... and I have to pee... SOOOO bad!

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The song for the day.... a little Radiohead, anyone? ;)

When you were here before
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fucking special
But I 'm a creep
I 'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
When I'm not around
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here

She's running out again
She's running out
She run, run, run run
Run

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
I don't belong here.

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Monday, June 21, 2004

Niiiiice weekend!

The quotes from Saturday night are:
"Do you know the difference in a hamburger and a blowjob? No. Wanna do lunch?"

"James, you are the king of my crotch!"

"This is a robbery, empty your pockets!"

"It will go off without a snatch!"

"I had an orgasm in my mouth!"

"This is a gay bar." For girls too? "yeah, James."

"Creamofsomeyoungguy" (the sauce at the Hibatchi place)

had a great time with James Saturday night. He doesnt approve of my choices in men... he joins the majority. LMFAO. We discussed this at great length. It was an awesome night. I really needed it.

Had a very Sex and the City moment meets The Sweetest Thing. The hibatchi place in 5 points is open when the bars close. Well James and I were there having a very nice post drunk meal... and I was able to see the street... and there you have it... in the wee hours of the morning... Japanese food (really really good japanese food)... lights twinkling in the trees and cabs going by at random taking all the drunks home.

Wonderful wonderful night.

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