Thursday, March 27, 2003

;) It is a good day...... and I mean it.

posted by Ashlyn @ 10:41 PM 0 comments

EVerything was beginning to seem so easy. Now it is a question of wants/needs/right thing to do. I mean, you have the obvious position of doing anything adn everything you cna to achieve what you want.... after , of course deciding waht you really want. Then you have to figure out if what you want is really what you need.... and then if you want it and need it.. is it the right thing to do? ahhh decisions, decisions.

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Tuesday, March 25, 2003

Two little kids were on the playground... and one unintentionally tripped the other one. And when he stood up, his knees were bruised and scratched. He was hurt, and he was angry. So, while they are trying to be friends, and under that guise of friendship, he grabs a stick and just keeps hitting the kid that had unintentionally tripped him. HE enjoyed every smack of the stick against the skin..... and his aim was to hurt, and he was succeeding. So the first kid apoloigizes for ever having tripped him... and he keeps hitting her with that stick.... and enjoying it. ANd the first kid, she gets up off the ground and she brushes the dirt from her clothes, and she looks at the bruises from the stick... the ones he intetnionally put there, and she realizes that even though she tripped the other kid... she doesnt deserve this.... no one does. She looks at the other kid... saddened, and then she walks away.... muttering under her breath "well, I hope u feel better now".

I am sorry that I tripped you....

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Monday, March 24, 2003

Great day! You know everything happens for a reason....and I have been thinking a lot today.... and I have realized that the past... it comes back to u... and not always to bite you in the ass..... but u give things a second go.... a new spin.. a new you to face old challenges.... and you EMBRACE them...... and you linger and you slide your hand across their back and enjoy a little FFC.... and u smile... knowing u r stronger all the while... and life is indeed good.

Smile.... :)

Life is a crazy circle.... a never ending hoop/loop/whatever... that Disney version of Pokeahotass was right!

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Sunday, March 23, 2003

Life is never easy... with a handful of good comes a handful of bad.... you just have to be strong enough to choose to focus on the happy one... and in the end, you may still find that you made the wrong decision.

So the one thing I have learned through all of this.... is that being risk-averse isnt worth it.... because eventhough you have that handful of bad.... there are still some grains of good in it... and those few grains were worth it all.

So, on a lighter note.... here are some events from Friday night:
-"in da club" is my new theme song (and u know u just cant escape it)
-"Ice Ice baby" sang on stage with McFly @ Delaneys
- Rut-Ro ;) (hee hee hee Buddha)
-No alcohol (dry weekend)
Saturday
-Initiation ;) such an amazing feeling to be a sister
-Founders Day Kendal is too much fun (I have the best big sis)
-Five Points/ Buddha / hotties dont drive Lebarons/ again no acohol (dry weekend)
Buddha -- thanks for being there for me, and listening to me and understanding when others wont. I wouldnt trade your ass in for anything.... even though you cant breathe thru your nose. ;)

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